Leaving the mountain

There's a certain kind of feeling when you have finished a long hike and you finally reach the scenic overlook. The beautiful display of God's creation laying below as it expands in its ever moving edges to the horizon. In those moments there is a sort of clarity, peace and serenity when we get to overlook and oversee so much when not hemmed in by the trees and geography that is so often over us.

And then there is the long climb down. A hike of return that in many ways is easier than the climb up because the incline of the trail is going with you. But it also represents a moving away from the clarity and peace, back into the hum drum of life and civilized existence. Things seem less simple, and more complicated...probably because in reality they are.

At numerous times through my life, as I think many of us have experienced have been in those times and moments of serenity. A clairvoyant time of a mountain top in which every part of life seemed simple, everything had an answer, and maybe we even felt like we could fly. But as always happens the trek down the mountain starts we back to life as it seemingly was. Many of the times these experiences were precipitated by a special time away. Many of us can likely think back to times at youth camps where we met with Jesus in a special way, and all of our besetting problems and foibles seemed like they were done and over with. And then we go back to life and things are great for a week, and then as time goes the feeling of strength and clarity fade.

Could it all be that fickle? Is it supposed to be? Why does it seem to be this viscous cycle?

Psalm 139:8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.”

Doesn't that kind of sound like those mountain moments? Things get cleaned up and cleared out, but then whatever it was seemingly comes back with a vengeance?  What are we supposed to do!? How can we overcome this?

Thankfully, God has not left us wondering there either.

Ultimately, the problem that so many of us have faced is that much of our walk and faith in Christ is based on experience and sometimes even more strongly our feelings. Don't get me wrong, our personal experiences with Christ are essential, and something that we can look back on His faithfulness especially when we go through tough times. But the problem lies with almost totally living our Christian walk off of our feelings. Just like any other human feeling, that is fickle and bound for failure. 

We have to remember, out walk with Christ is based off of Him, and Him alone. Now, we do have out part of allegiance to Christ. But the strength and ability to walk with Him is found in Him. God is so good to give us those times of respite, being on the mountain where we feel Him so clearly, and nothing seems to hold us. And then we always need to keep going. 

So often I myself live in this cycle of failure and triumph. I was awaiting some amazing spiritual moment when I would overcome all the junk I was bound to and never have to face a problem again. Living in total victory because I'd always be on the mountain. But that's not how life works, or how it was intended. Life happens. Stuff happens, and it sucks. But if my faith and relationship with Christ is solely built on the mountain times we actually miss how He is faithful...when it seems like He isn't there from our perspective. 

It is in those moments of the valley, that may even seem like hell to us where God is also. 

The validity and strength of your walk with Christ are not graded on out feelings. If that were the case we'd all fail...HARD. Instead, let us remember that our salvation is based off of Christ's faithfulness. And even if we feel like we're in the dredges, He is with us. His Holy Spirit is empowering us to follow and remain allegiant to Him.  

He is always with us. He will never leave or forsake us. And remember. Fear not because He has overcome the world.